I'm suffering from extreme lack of epiphany right now and it's KILLING ME. I need to figure something out, but I need something to push me to it. I start school on monday... Not nervous, just excited, great drawing op.
I was looking at Lung's Chazzwazzers... I want to push my self there... I am trying to figure out what he has done, or what he does, that I can't/don't... I need to improve, I need to get better, there are secrets out there I don't know or I don't understand, and I need to begin to understand them, because it's driving me mad. People say "there is no secret to drawing."
I beg to differ, but there is no easy- one way rule. I know there are 'secrets' to drawing, because I've found some... it isn't what people tell you that you know right off (aside from drawing from life, go deeper), but it's when you suddenly learn how to do something. You aren't sure how you were doing it wrong before, but now you know how to do it RIGHT. Those are my epiphanies, and I have forgotten how I came upon them, but I need to do it again.. I need a push- or a punch, an ignition key, a spark, SOMETHING! Sitting in this damn house all day and drawing nude ref of this monitor is destroying me... I need to get out, stretch, join the Sports team, be more active... I need to observe more and learn more, I need a car to go to the movies, or to go to the beach to chill, I need to draw- I need to see,
I need to live!