Hey there, it's good to be honest, especially to yourself. Gotta admit the reality of what's happening before you can advance.
The last few posts strike me as being very garish in color. Take a look outside, have a look at the plants and trees. I know we're all used to using colors symbolically, you think plants and your mind automatically thinks green.
However if you have a look outside or even at some photos of environments you'll notice a pure green is rarely found. "Paint the color you see, not the color you think" - is a good rule of thumb.
Dailies are a great habit by the way, keep it up!