The first thing pup in my mind was way back...my second year at college, in advance life painting class. There's one really really strict teacher, the toughest and harshest in the entire fine art department. He gives mean critique, and every mid-term and final critique, some one in his class end up crying. But he's also one of the best painter around here, and I feel that he's one of the few teachers who actually teachs skills and technique. Everytime he has new students, he would start his class by saying "you're not here to develope your own style, I don't care about your style. You're here to learn how to paint like I do, I'll teach you nothing but technique, you want to learn how to paint? start with the basics and then you can have your style. When you're in my class, you paint my way, you paint your way, I'll fail you." We know he's serious, he failed people regularly.
At the final critique, we all put on our portrait, gave a little presentation, and then he'll critique. Anyway, at the time, I'm not sure what my style would be, I don't know where I'd go with my art. So during my presentation, I said I'm not happy with this art (it's true, I'm not happy with anything I've done at the time). So he asked me how I want to paint. I said "I want to paint like Michael Parkes". He became instantly annoyed and irritated. And he said "you have something really unique going on here! Something I've never seen. why do you want to paint like someone else?!" And he went on saying how he liked my light and shadow, and imagination. LOL...I was completely in shock. That's like the greatest compliment I've got. I had a lot of people compliment my work, sure...we all get that. but from this perticular teacher, that really means something. I guess what matters the most is that he believed I have something unique, and I should go for it (even he hates personal style...LOL)
So when I get depressed, I think of that life painting teacher, and I just keep going.
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