if u r bottom in class, no body ll talk to u.
if u r top in class then also nobody talk to u.
i m not happy.
people said in my face that they are jelous of me and my art works.
the truth is very few actually know to draw in our class.and that is y i m good at it other wise im average.
my professor likes me.
we sometimes debate on stupid thing. And when we debate other students sleep.and that is y we no more debate.
i love anatomy class. we don't have OFFICIAL anatomy class.
I love drawing human as fast as i can. draw it freely with out caring for any rules.
I sometimes thing i can not stop but we rarely have class.
All day i go my college sit at a corner....talk to same old friends who again have a wrong perception that i m a great artist. It sometimes irritates because i stand no where as compared to conceptart.org
I generally issue books on anatomy and draw it in paper as fast as possible again and again. and then i play table tennis. and then go back my room. when i m in room i m depressed. I either masturbate or cry and then sleep.
I am frustrated.
I want moments.
I want to feel wooooooooooo.
I want to talk to people like me who does believe in anything as such portfolio or improvement.
There should be any difference like ......baby scribbling or me drawing anatomy or picasso. CAuse every body have a moment while they draw.
But people are rational.
ANd so i m upset and there r other reason too.
some body make me happy....i ll be very much grateful to you.