somebody make me happy

[vikram_ranu]

if u r bottom in class, no body ll talk to u.
if u r top in class then also nobody talk to u.
i m not happy.
people said in my face that they are jelous of me and my art works.
the truth is very few actually know to draw in our class.and that is y i m good at it other wise im average.
my professor likes me.
we sometimes debate on stupid thing. And when we debate other students sleep.and that is y we no more debate.
i love anatomy class. we don't have OFFICIAL anatomy class.
I love drawing human as fast as i can. draw it freely with out caring for any rules.
I sometimes thing i can not stop but we rarely have class.
All day i go my college sit at a corner....talk to same old friends who again have a wrong perception that i m a great artist. It sometimes irritates because i stand no where as compared to conceptart.org
I generally issue books on anatomy and draw it in paper as fast as possible again and again. and then i play table tennis. and then go back my room. when i m in room i m depressed. I either masturbate or cry and then sleep.
I am frustrated.
I want moments.
I want to feel wooooooooooo.
I want to talk to people like me who does believe in anything as such portfolio or improvement.
There should be any difference like ......baby scribbling or me drawing anatomy or picasso. CAuse every body have a moment while they draw.
But people are rational.
ANd so i m upset and there r other reason too.
some body make me happy....i ll be very much grateful to you.

[Clochette]

[Farvus]

Don't worry

[Clochette]

Ok i've been bad! :] Sorry! But complaining never helps, even less on internet. Help yourself, do something!
Here is a rainbow for you :

[crossmirage]

http://www.conceptart.org/forums/showthread.php?t=81690

[Farvus]

SIX rainbows from me

[squidmonk3j]

http://games.adultswim.com/robot-uni...line-game.html

[GriNGo]

Dude, don't make improvement, your art, the focus, try enjoying the other parts of life - going out, meeting girls, concerts, music, gaming, nature, travelling, sports, etc. The world is to wonderful (& big) to be worrying about such stuff - your just beginning, just do your stuff normally, and everything will be fine.

[George Abraham]

There's allways a silly solution to a serious situation.

[Two Listen]

Here we go.

[TASmith]

[Schnookiefoo]

I either masturbate or cry and then sleep.

Alrighty then.

[ChristianWeeks]

This is actually kind of ironic, because just yesterday I recieved a $1000 art scholarship from this art show that everybody in our art class submitted work to. Nobody else from our school recieved anything, not even an honorable mention. And when my art teacher announced it to the class (of like 12 people or so) I only got 1 half-hearted congrats. But, seriously, who cares? I initially thought it was arrogant to think other people were jealous of my work, but when nobody even offered a smile and didn't look at me, it was kind of disgustingly obvious. If other people are jealous of you, then that's their problem. Just don't let it bother you, and don't let it go to your head.

EDIT: I'm sorry, but SOMEBODY else has to see this as a troll? I thank CA for being such a caring community and offering actual advice and help (as I have), but...

and then go back my room. when i m in room i m depressed. I either masturbate or cry and then sleep.

masturbate or cry and then sleep.

masturbate

Somehow I don't think this is necessary unless this kid were trolling

[TASmith]

The best is when you cry while masturbating. Or even better, when you finally get in bed with the person you've loved forever and always wanted, and then she starts crying and won't explain why. happened to a good friend of mine. He shaved his head shortly after and found a new girlfriend that looked just like the girl who broke his heart... Then they broke up.

[Brendan N]

This is actually kind of ironic, because just yesterday I recieved a $1000 art scholarship from this art show that everybody in our art class submitted work to. Nobody else from our school recieved anything, not even an honorable mention. And when my art teacher announced it to the class (of like 12 people or so) I only got 1 half-hearted congrats. But, seriously, who cares? I initially thought it was arrogant to think other people were jealous of my work, but when nobody even offered a smile and didn't look at me, it was kind of disgustingly obvious.

What if it's just that you're a douche?

[ExiledRed]

Listen, I want to be sympathetic, but if anything grates my nerves its when young artists with superior skills to my own, complain about their own abilities.

When you say you're 'average' you're inadvertently saying that I'm below average, and
I dont appreciate that, especially from a young person who has much more time and scope to improve their work than I do. My work doesnt hold a candle to 99% of the material on this site, but I don't make whiny posts about it. The only real comparisons I make are the quality of my work now against the quality of my work six months ago, the improvement in my own work encourages me to continue.

Don't get irritated by complements from those who don't do art, they're seeing your art for what it is and not comparing it to anybody elses like you are. Their perception is purer and should clue you in to the fact that you have a talent that they don't possess.

finally, grow the fuck up, I dont want to know about your adolescent habits.

[B u r l]

[TASmith]

[Kraus]

Do the calssic turnaround on their dumb asses. Pretend something horrible has happened to you and you can't draw anymore, and you'll see what impact it will have on them... They will actually feel for you, i kid you not. And when they do that, pretend like their approval and support got you back into drawing even better, at which point they will feel good, and you won't feel alienated anymore.

[Sickbrush]

or just give'm the finger

[s.ketch]

[Black Spot]

Treat art as your job and get an outside interest to broaden your horizons.

[Ian Barker]

what is this person even complaining about? people think he's better than art than he actually is? ...and now he's all depressed and looking for sympathy? o_O

[Two Listen]

I want to feel wooooooooooo.

I so badly want to put this in my signature.

[modi123]

if u r bottom in class, no body ll talk to u.
if u r top in class then also nobody talk to u.
i m not happy.
people said in my face that they are jelous of me and my art works.
the truth is very few actually know to draw in our class.and that is y i m good at it other wise im average.
my professor likes me.
we sometimes debate on stupid thing. And when we debate other students sleep.and that is y we no more debate.
i love anatomy class. we don't have OFFICIAL anatomy class.
I love drawing human as fast as i can. draw it freely with out caring for any rules.
I sometimes thing i can not stop but we rarely have class.
All day i go my college sit at a corner....talk to same old friends who again have a wrong perception that i m a great artist. It sometimes irritates because i stand no where as compared to conceptart.org
I generally issue books on anatomy and draw it in paper as fast as possible again and again. and then i play table tennis. and then go back my room. when i m in room i m depressed. I either masturbate or cry and then sleep.
I am frustrated.
I want moments.
I want to feel wooooooooooo.
I want to talk to people like me who does believe in anything as such portfolio or improvement.
There should be any difference like ......baby scribbling or me drawing anatomy or picasso. CAuse every body have a moment while they draw.
But people are rational.
ANd so i m upset and there r other reason too.
some body make me happy....i ll be very much grateful to you.

I first read that with an "and" instead of an "or". My initial response is "you are doing it wrong", and then launch into a humorous anecdote about crying, fwapping, and having to march to the shower afterwords since there was no towel to be found. Cest la vie.

I applaud everyone for the sympathy, but this sort of aggressive false modesty crap is annoying by the OP. I skimmed your stuff.. and for being 19 in art school you are doing really well. Apparently in comparison to your classmates way better than them. So take an f'n compliment! They admire your work and like how far you are. Accept that... Else you seem to be fishing for folk to tell you your work is sh*t and you will never amount to anything thus giving you a reason to fail. That is nothing but a self-fulfilling chain of events there.

When folks have the stated "a wrong perception that i m a great artist" you need to follow that conclusion and add "for my age and current level".

If I could punch every person who came by with some over inflated sense of modesty and inability to accept compliments I would be Chuck Norris.

"there r other reason too."
What other reasons?

Oh, and for the record I want these as well:
I want moments.
I want to feel wooooooooooo.

[Noa K]

firstly, i'd like to say " I feel woooooooo"! love it. best sentence yet.

other than that. well...

hell, it's hard to learn to accept a compliment, but still, try to. even if you feel your art is far from where you want it to be, you should be proud and acknowledge what you have acomplished so far.i would also wish to acheive the level of this site's pro's, but i'm far from it, yet working towards it... my point is, there will always be someone better than you, and always are the ones that YOU might concider less. it doesn't mean their compliments are worthless. i think it's very honest for someone to say to you "you are better than me in this and that", and very courageouse. if you feel so isolated by this maybe you should take a second look of your reactions to those compliments. maybe what you concider a modest. or shy, response could be interpeted by others as a snub, or rudeness, so they keep their distance from you...

keep on working, be nice, and don't give up

[vikram_ranu]

i m really amazed looking @ so many comments.
I dont have enough time to reply individually.
I want to talk to u guys more.......and its because this kind of start i rarely get.
My perception is completely different as compared to others. Its not at all high level thinking . I call its a stupid way of justifying things.I m more of a diplomatic person and i dont pretend ,,its very much naturally adapted by me.
i hav e been thinking and continuing this kind of thinking since i was in 6th grade.
I m hardly getting someone who can understand me.
Some say they understand me. But.....no comments.
Some are irritated by me. But since its my happy period they like me.
Regarding artwork.........my professor no more appreciate me. Cause appreciation to me has become a controversial and partiality according to lot more people.
I m sad cause i need a appreciation because more appreciation more girls talk to u...hehe
Drawing - I started drawing since childhood and the left drawing..It was a dark time of my life. I had no one who could appreciate. I did get good marks in finals and i luckily i got a decent small college which was a new college. There I saw only some who could actually draw and my dark time was over by now.
I love when some body appreciates me but i m some times embarrassed cause No body ever appreciates me.
I know how others feels when they dont get any thing what the deserve.
I believe every one has equal potential. Even if someone is wasting time he is not actually not wasting time. Every existing entity grow in same rate. They are mature with age but actually rate here is not some thing which is explaining acceleration. There must be some deceleration rate which is actually leveling all of us despite of aging. And so I believe there is nothing like any greatness in any art. Even if and art is bad its says something , its says I m bad, Thats is what is greatness which is everywhere or u just say it doesn't exist. AN Artist can either see it or not but they dont act as a differentiating stuffs.And so SOmetimes I m pissed of. But I m happy to be pissed of cause its a moment. This moment is a different moment(metaphor) Same as greatness.
Hope u all like me. (May be some controversies... but i dont mean any change with whatever i said....i just want to make some friends who aint bored talking to me. I cant spend my life be alone and sad and being happy to be like this. I want to be happy to be happy.
vikram ranu

[vikram_ranu]

i read comments......
I stuffs i wrote......has got double meaning.....
and i sence misunderstanding.....
to all: keep writing .....i love to hear from u.

Double meanings like----
The first 2 line which i wrote in my 1st post..... word "talk"
and woof difficult to explain...

Language is a problem.........i dont mean language is a problem.
But language is universal......has lot of meaning of it or no meaning..
Again I would say it doesnt exit....

i m confused but i m not confused.......Confusion doesnt exists.

woof tired......i m sleeping.
Hey sleep dient exist.
I need councelling.....councelling doesnt exit..

I m stoping now.......st####### # # ##
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[Jovian M]

Maybe you're just a dick and don't realize it. I wouldn't know anything about that, though.

[Noa K]

better write what you (one) mean (ing).
otherwise, troll much