So it begins

[inspiredleaves]

So i've decided to start my own sketchbook after looking at everyone elses in hopes for inspiration, critique and to better myself overall.

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Shroom Cave

[Traveler]

Let's see some more.

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Some more stuff

[Diarum]

All I can say is "..." lol I've never seen anyone start like this lol hope to see more of other stuff.

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Morning Sketch, alice and wonderland caterpillar

[J-P Nihtinen]

I'm looking forward for seeing your work after some time, i belive here your skills will rise like rocket into skies, nice ideas too.

But what it needs in my opinion is more work, don't stop just keep going and be brave with colors, we have after all all time in life, making a lil' test don't hurt at all ^^
i like your beginning, keep going.

-J-P

[inspiredleaves]

Thats what I needed. Someone who actually believe, I've always been told that I would go far, be something that others could only imagine.
However,
Isn't everyone told that?

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30 min. quickpaint for this morning

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Hippie that I'll be creating in 3d and then putting in-game into the UnrealEngine.

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Update
Model sheets with be the death of me
No matter how much I try, I just can't make good model sheets

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Some works i've done.
Been kinda sad lately cause I look at these amazing works and I feel i'm too old to be trying this stuff. People who have been drawing since a kid etc.
Blah...I want so bad to be the best but anxiety scares me away from it all...

[inspiredleaves]

Lately i've wondered what i'm doing here? Here in art school.
I have been paying $2k a class for things I already know and teachers who teach tutorials I can look up for free.
" Today we are gonna go over this....4hrs later, and this is the tutorial ( which is exaclty what we just went over in class) *sigh* waste of money, $80k I'm spending for 4 years to learn Game Design when all I have to do is learn it myself or spend a $100 or so on dvd's/books to learn the exact same stuff...

Lately i've been thinking about dropping out. I'm tired of classes.
I want to be a concept artist I want to draw.
As much time spent working on other stuff, I could be drawing, getting better, obtaining a better portfolio.
Most of my friends who graduate can't find a job anyways, not much call here in Pittsburgh.
I just want a job in Art, I don't care about the piece of paper.