no

[a la bapsi]

i'll get my hand back soon enough
gotta stay positive

[ayoub66]

Awesome work and studies , keep it up

[a la bapsi]

deep and meaningful

[LtPlissken]

I am so happy that your hand is getting back, your ever
improving soft winged spirit is floating above clouds now.
Each time you draw a butt, another young panda is born
in the Amazon. And I checked a bit around Bambi, there
are no proven evidence that he exists. But I will look it
up a bit more. You be good, and draw as never before,
like wind draws in the hollow barrel.

[nim]

lmao@plissken&bapsi xD
great to see more knitting and drawing! adventure!

[TNiznet]

such a great sketchbook bapsi, Id be glad to be half as good as you.

[a la bapsi]

i have the ability but something is in the way

there is frustration

trying to clear the flow, i'm lagging behind everyone else

[Aaron_]

ahh, I get the feeling too. Frustration and the lagging behind other people thing. You got some really cool sketches though, so just keep drawing duuudette

[Vritra]

Your Etsy work looks fantastic, I'd love to use that mobile cover. The line quality in your latest update looks great, your figure work definitely has a lot of character. And as for lagging behind everyone else, my humble opinion is that there'll always be people who are better than you. As for me, the more I improve, the more I find there are people who are doing what I do far better than me. But don't let that bog you down. As long as you keep doing what you do, and grow while you're at it, you'll be fine, because no one else can exactly do what you're doing. I hope that made sense.

Anyway, the point being, I think your work looks good, especially the knitting. I'm glad I dropped by.

[nim]

just find your way back to fun somehow then the rest will follow. just doesn't work when trying to force it. also here on ca we quickly grow up in terms of perspective and peer-reference and standards therefrom while growing up as craftsmen takes the same old slow bloody pace and best strategy is to just make sure to keep it fun.

[a la bapsi]

thanks for your feedback, nim and vritira

my usual pchat place was down, so i just used ps

and on the other front, putting design samples together

[a la bapsi]

pchat and a new cowl thing
ppppppppppf

[nim]

Dude good sketches! You're breaking free from stylisations and looking more loose and in pursuit of something that'll be worth the practice!

[a la bapsi]

just thought i'd let you all know that i'm hosting a giveaway

you get to win this fucking badass hat that will get you laid



click here for more info/to enter

[a la bapsi]

[LtPlissken]

OMG , but OMG indeed, the human being is an animal ready to create
horrors of massacre, and torturing devices. Chains with nails, eyes burning
sticks, and skin pulling hooks. So much devastation, anger hate all around,
an automated teeth pulling pain amplified device. Prisons, death camps,
sweaty cellars in blood baths. Agony, demise and desperate cry. Why?
Please someone tell me why? I want to get out, stop the planet, I want
off. I want something more peaceful and bless full. Can we deserve
a better place to be? Can an angel like yourself deliver our souls to go free?
Your face, your beauty and your get laid badass hat? If our planet would
get evacuated, and I get command over the “Terran ship eleven”, I would
give away two/third of my photonic rechargeable cells just to take you along.
One touch on your velvet soft skin, one sense of your divine breath,
could recreate the meaning of the general apocalyptic reinforcement,
behind those dark beautiful eyes, no Ragnarök can survive.
Ah, what a cheerful helpful reincarnating moment for who ever meet you.
Please take care and accept only the best and nothing below the rest.

[a la bapsi]

a whole lotta tuition money for a whole lotta nothing

[Aragah]

great stuff in here. really great your journey so far.
im specially in love with this one here http://i.imgur.com/BBSfU.jpg
your drawing are awesome, but i feel you are lacking a little on the color/painting front.
but you make that up with awesome knitting

[ChisLu]

I'm stoping by to say that some friends just showed me your SB and now you're my main inspiration, I went through your entire SB between my breaks at work, your improvements are amazing and definetely inspiring, specially now after reading about your burnout and such, a situation I'm stuck right now.
Thanks for motivating me again, keep up the epic work (and sorry if my english isn't that great).

[a la bapsi]

chislu: thanks, it's crazy to think of people showing their friends my sb, i'm glad you found something inspiring about it ;_;
aragah: thanks, and you are absolutely right about my weakness in painting

so i didn't realize it until now but i guess i to do a lot of self portraits when i'm bored or doodling?

[a la bapsi]

shit ass crap

[Grey_Rift]

wow you really come from a long way nice stuff really nice stuff just keep it going

[a la bapsi]

shitass

[JakehC]

The post on the 25th is really good, especially the bat-wing skirt-tail. Keep it up.

[Eternal Apprentice]

Thanks for the encourage ment on my SB and Dang it!!! I wanna make human bodies look GOOD when I draw them. drawing them ribcages and stuff makin' look REAL and shizz. I swear... women have an advantage when it comes to this stuff y'know. Not fair.

[Axelga2112]

I once had an art teacher who said that whatever you do - never ever draw with ballpoint pen. What utter bullshit. You prove the opposite quite well.

[a la bapsi]

eternal: hey you've got a ribcage too get studying
also i promise you the xx has got little to do with it pffff

axelga: thanks ;_; i think it may take getting into a certain zone with sketching to pull of pen well, and i'm not usually in it. my teacher discouraged ballpoints too and i totally understand why.

anyway, still trying to get my hands back with this drawing thing. both mentally and physically.
it's embarassing to see how much my skill's suffered but it feels like a matter of passing a threshold to get back there.

[Dile_]

greeeeeaaaat sketchbook pages bapsi! Glad to see you're moving in the very right direction yoo!

[lionheartGFX]

WOW, just...WOW! your progress its amazing, it gives me hope hahaha that there is a path to greatness through hard work, hope you can get back on the horse quicky >D loving the pen lines and sketches they are very fluid and readable, cant wait to see more!

[a la bapsi]

thanks lionheartgfx
just remember that if a sap like me can do it so can you
better yet look at dile's stuff instead he's the real inspo