
Originally Posted by
TinyBird
I just feel kinda lost. Every time I think about what I'd eventually want to do (or to correct, what I consider I should be able to do already but I have failed because I'm not doing it), I get this constant fear, like I'm supposed to be ready to do that right tomorrow. Like I know there's never going to be real job opportunities in this country, so I think moving to another country would be a thing to do, but I have been living on my own apartment for barely half a year and I've never set foot to a foreign country (I've never even had a passport) so the thought obviously makes me nervous since I can yet barely handle living on my own in the country I was born in, but then I punish myself for that because it's like I'm supposed to move aboard next week and I should have all of this figured out and ready by now.
Bookmarks